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Sunday, August 29, 2004

gosh i dunno how long this entry's gonna be...
reached padang at 5 plus....
sat down n realised gosh we r too near the stage it is too high we cant see...so we moved back...
then suddenly they screamed...saw 4 figures going up the stage...2 wearing sunglassed n their hats covered most of the hair..then realised that is is energy!they r doing rehearsal...n ah di was tetsig the mike...he is singing mounianmouyuemouyitian without music n he complained that his voice is too dry......shuwei was testing it with his high screeching..niu nai was : ha ha ha ha ha(low to high) ho ho ho ho ho(high to low)
kunda was :testing ur hum..testing 1 2 3.....then they danced all the songs...n niu nai was juz measuring his position n move his arms left n right..lol...ah di took off his outer shirt n niu nai was singing "tuo diao tuo diao tuo diao...ah di tuo diao"...shu wei started to pretend to tuo also...lol...then i decied to go toilet...was searching for toilet i dunno where i go i juz walk around then suddenly ah di came out of the white white thing..realised i went wrong place...wrong toilet!then..i was like standing frozen wif my mouth open...he was with ah jin from F.I.R...then he smiled..his hair stil messy..stil in his airport clothes..n was sweating like hell....n i shook his hand..then ah jin pulled him away...n i was still frozen there...lol...went back...starts liao:
ppl all stand up n move in front n i got in front againn the speaker blocking so moved to the centre again...
nan quan mama"ppl screaming "dan tou" n i thought it is "man tou"..then peili asked me who is cutest n i pointed to a guy called yu hao then he smiled n waved to me...then i was like "ooppss..."they sang 4 songs...n i was still awake enough to sing along..
ah bao n brandy:sang 4 songs...was juz watching them sing...didnt do a thing..peili squating down beside me...
da di...dunno them...sang 3 songs..i sat on the ground n slept..
linda...i stood up..jump around coz i realiase got os much space around me so was sorta dancing around wif peili..
victor chen...looks sooo ugly..sang three songs n i sat down again...then he looked at me n i felt so bad i stood up n started to use my glow stick n wave...
stella..she was screaming so high till my ears soo pain...juz waved n sang along...4 songs too...
then sun ho..this is interesting n scary....ppl from behind started throwing glow sticks to the front...then the president arrived...so many police n those ppl throwing sticks n booing at sun ho...so many sticks hit me...some hit to the president there n all the guards started searching for those culprits...i squat down n covered my head to protect is from the flying glow sticks...dunno wat sun ho singing..got 3 songs..then president went up stage to present the plaque..when it was enegry's turn...all said thank you then niu nai said something damn long to the president while shaking his hand..then i dun think he understand so niu nai was blushing n shu wei was laughing so hard at hin n ah di was patting his head..so cute..they change liao..so shuai..n all got extensions on their hair except ah di...their extensions same as fera..so yes fer i doing it on decemebr hols but min wil be blue coz niu nai's is blue!!!
sun ho went up to the president n again all the glow sticks started flying n one hit her n i could hear someone from the back saying "yes!!!"...so mean!!!then i heard the dj sayign sun ho will sing again n peili immediately pulled me down n squat down to protect our heads...
when stella came up shu wei n kunda started pushing milk around n shu wei was whispering something to him n niu nai blushed..but cant be niu nai like stella!!cannot!!
then jj sang di er tian tang,doujiangyoutiao n jiang nan..ppl waved those soya bean bottles...lol...then i was dying of thirst n those sun ho fans left liao so we moved to the front n end up being first row..jj smiled n i was like pinching peili n she screamed n jj laughed at her...
mum sms me saying she saw me on tv news i was singing to stella n she was saying "u waste ur energy singing to stella 4 wat?"
pls lr..formt he beginnign i was lip synching..got no voice come out..save for energy..
hunag yi da...sang 4 songs..dunno wat title....came odwn to shake hands n ppl form the bag started pushing me n i was leaning so hard on the metal thing it nearly fell n i grabbed someone's hand for support n i looked up n realised it was yida's hand..smiled to him n then he was pulling my hand i nearly bring the whole barrier down..then finally those ppl behind went back to their place...phew..yida's hands so cold...unlike ah di's..n i am so short n so in front cant get a single poster...he throw all to the back one..
then angela..gosh she sing so nice..4 songs too..sng along n peili beginning ot get high...
then F.I.R...we are al high now...n then faye started crying n we sang her a dbay song....when she sing fly away we were jumping n peili n i were jumping in circles coz now got so much place n ah jin was glaring at us...lol..
then richie ren..sat down coz i was tired after F.I.R n peili has used up all her energy n got no water to drink n ren was holding his water so high..then he sang ni shi wo de lao po..n thenhe suddenly said "come on ppl...after this got 4 shuai guys..those who wants to be their lao po stand up n sing along!"everyone hurried to stand up n i was screaming niu nai...finally ren sang finish n energy came up...gosh..soo shuai can...
HEY YOU..videoed them..took photos of niu nai mostly coz his positiong is juz nice in front of me...
then mou nian mou yue mou yi tian....used up my battery so was searchign for my batt...chnaged it on my cam then looked up n saw niu nai he staring at us n then he smiled...aw...n then he saw my cam then he posed it with his 2 fingers(same styles as the roadshow)...n he winks n i din take it down coz i didnt set my cam at the correct mode!!!arrggh..was shouting like mad n niu nai laughed...then i said "niu nai xia qu!" ask him to go down n shake hands then he shake his head n smiled again this time wif his bug teeth..aww....so cute...peili was like saying "jess..dun faint now...later niu nai will be shocked.."....erbs...
duo ai wo yi tian...ah di's voice damn nice n this time he in front of me but he closes his eyes all the time when singing..so serious n soo shuai...so i searched for niu nai..
yi zhi dao zui hou....now kunda infornt of me but he refuses to look at me...juz look at those ppl with fan signs..so unfair.....his extension is blond...shu wei's is pink...ah di dun have..hair too short...
fang shou:niu nai in front again...was staring at him...
wu xie ke ji....videod them n jump up n down n sang along this time really got voice..
ra-men song...ah di was shaking his butt the most vigorously so i videoed him..so cute...shu wei took off his jacket coz he sweating too much..ah di still shaking his butt...then they put down mike n did a whole no singing dance..so bang can!!!but ah di didnt break coz his waist still v.pain i think..he keeps putting his hand on his back..poor thing...then i was soo high n was jumping again!peili already sititng down beside me..her F.I.R finish liao she udn bother liao..ns he keeps staring at me like i am mad...
then sadly so fast 45 min finish liao...n it was 11.45 i dun care bout that korean singer i go home...everyone started to leave also....

♥ a butterfly landed @ 11:17 AM



Saturday, August 28, 2004

Art awareness day:
came at 8.30
attended the jazz class...man..so diff..but allt he songs chao nice...
went to parade square...saw quite lots of peeps...but nothing much to buy...
jae n wan ting got their glitter tatoo..
then went to attend the hannah tatoo workshop...
did so many tatoos on my hand...such as niu nai,jess,flowers n stuff...
those who want can consult me i help u do free of charge!
very professional one ok!
haha,,,neway...went down...with fera...
wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
then went canteen to eat...
then to auditorium for deejay workshop...so cool k...
fera was mixing the songs n i was like
huh?how did u do that?
lol..music blasting through my ears...
neway when i was doing the tatoo thing heard hey u blasting fromt he auditorium..was screaming in the millenium class...lol...today heard so many hey u already...but its so nice....its to eb shared with eveyrone int he school..even angie's stall also play that cd...lol
bought the cushion thing n drew an energy niu nai there...
will give it to niu nai tonight if i have the chance to...hehe
juz told my mum z pop end at 11 plus sure delay one hse was like
wat?y din u tell me earlier it is till so late?
if i tell her will she let me go?

yest:
went heeren to meet peili n fera...
took starshot...
peili went to sammi chen concert...
em n fera went to heeren again n bought lots n lots of accessoris..
then met nan quan mama...
the queue for their auto session is 5 peeps...
n the amt of ppl watching them are 50 peeps...lol
then went up...met him twice...lol...accidentally k...sms wan ting about it...
then went down...saw the zhang zhi cheng..or how to spell his name lar..
was singing n only one person got his fan sign...lol...
then was like..huang yi da's name soo big over there...muahahah...
then went back cathay collect starshot n fera went to do extensions...its red...those ppl who saw it today...its nice rite?

k back to today..very tired n hot now....
going to meet peili later for z-pop...gonna stand for 5 hours plus....man..hope energy sing earlier then maybe i can leave....if energy sings last then i really wanna die liao

♥ a butterfly landed @ 3:59 PM



Thursday, August 26, 2004

i wanna congratulate goh kc...
she has increased her position of the top of my hate list...
she is now the 1st hated person....ongratulations,....u have won chan...
pls lor...i passed my retest...then cannot go remedial...
i was like"can i still go coz i need to improve?"
n she was like" who ask u do so well for retest"
pls lor....do well for retest also cannot...i muz fail then she happy is it
neway....found the $50 tix...gonna buy it tomorrow...
n selling my $10 ones...so ppl pls buy from me!!!!
prices negotiable!!!
lol...n today mass run penny ang made a whole crowd run one more round..me,angie,joanne,fera included...wahlao...u think trapping so many ppl wil help ar....lol...
sigh very tired now...read the apprentice which is sooo scary!!!dun dare to read at night liao
looking foward to sat..hope i'll be able to be one of those who get to shake niu nai's hands...haha

♥ a butterfly landed @ 6:48 PM



Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Latest schedule:
Schedule:28th August 2004Arrival CI665ZPOP Concert ENERGY as one of the performers
29th August 2004Jing Qu Jiang
11th September 2004Autographed session for 1st n repackaged version Mi Jia Le Zhi Wu Sound Tracks (Confirmed)

♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:49 PM



damn..got back science paper...
b4 getting back i was tellig jia yi..
"eh who knows i lan till i get my register number??"
then i got back my paper..n yes...i got my register number...
wahlao...n it is damn low..
like my mcq is all crosses???
man....i nvr fail science b4 lor..n science is the subject i nvr worry about...
n now i ahev to worry about science n history...
n going to double science class muz get 65 above for science n maths..
so how the hell can i go to double science?
then goh this kind of teacher u ask her question she get angry wif u...sigh...

♥ a butterfly landed @ 2:23 PM



Tuesday, August 24, 2004

lol damn happy now...coz ogt good news in e news
the good news bout 5566...
i think it is 1st ever news they post about 5566...they nvr put nws about 5566 b4...
they will only put their good news...lol
5566 cocnert tickets not selling well n nobody buy!!!!
n they have to give away free tickets!!!!
n they are always being compared to energy in taiwan...
see the great news??
gosh i was jumping like hell...their tix nobody buy!!!
yeay!!!!!
lol neway kunda came for e news too...
he n shu wei drssed in a...urm....special clothes...lol
but no ah di as usual...but at least got 3 energy...
n got a dog which is sooo cute keep kissing milk n milk keep kissing it!!
aw....so cute..k i think all my frenz tired of the word "milk is so cute"
lol.but it is a fact nn there is no harm in saying tha fact rite?
milk is soo cute!!!
k...mum bought me the cement concrete..
imagien wat is that...
lol it is a hair wax or gel or wateva u call it...
she said my hair tie already neat neat coem hoem that time all fly out n spike out..lol...so ask her buy cream lor...
n she bought the redken hair cement"concrete"...lol..sound so scary..

♥ a butterfly landed @ 7:49 PM



sigh...today was a super fed up day,,
1st-get back maths..n u noe my maths..sigh...dun even wanna tok about it...1 more mark can get a2...but i cant find a fucking 1 mark...
then chinese..ok lar..i quite satisfied wif my mark..at least it is an a..but of coz soo many ppl so clever mostly all get so high....
lol...
then mass run was soo sick...got stomach ache...
dnt was stupid....we were like sniffing the smelly smell of the varnish...yucks...
then went home wif wan ting.....raining...
neway after school was even worse coz that stupid person who always make me so pissed
org jahat kejam sadis yg ngak tau diri selalu cuma mau pikirin org sendiri,,,
at leats the other one is better even though so fierce...
so sorry when i get angry i juz cant think of any english words n all these juz came out of my mouth...
sadis....
sigh...

♥ a butterfly landed @ 2:47 PM



Monday, August 23, 2004

omg i think my hair really looks like shuwei!!!
haha..i laughing like hell now coz listening to william hung's cd...haha...so funy..
i think if u r in a bad mood should listen to his cd n u'l laugh til hell!
neway..was histerical n freakin out during comp study juz now..
1st becoz of science test..
next forgot bout science test when i read wen hsin's blog.....really brought me back to those wonderful memories...nearly cried too...
here is the extract from her blog:
sat - airport. shuwei waved, ahdi was rubbish, and milk filmed all the fans, and he was right infront of me, video-ing me while i did the same. hahah. but kunda didn't come with them, and that made poor nette cry.sun - airport. kunda waved, and it was q near :D mediacorp radio, chased them on a maxicab with some other unknown fans, all the way to conrad hotel. waited for them there, and surprisingly, there wasn't any other fan except nette, joanne and i.hmm. they came out, ahdi and kunda gave us a brief look to recognise our presence, but didn't react although nette was shouting "kunda! kunda!" because she had a letter for him. milk gave a simple half-smile. just as we thought it was impossible, shuwei looked at us and came over to take the letter for kunda. he was so, SO nice about it. nette couldn't stop talking abt him after that, so i'm like in love with him.
imm, autograph session. ahdi first, he smiled. kunda second, and he was so weird. he looked at me and said "hello". i didn't know what to do so i smiled! then he was like "hao jiu bu jian". i was abit ? cause i didn't even talk to him and had nothing to say so i kind of smiled then walked to shuwei. passed the letter to energy (all abt toro, duh) to shuwei and he smiled and thanked me :D that stupid milk was so insincere abt everything.
sff. singaporeans are so, so disgraceful. hope they get seen on tv like that. but anyway, was very in front. so took clear videos of energy. and, this ahdi is CRAZY. he suggested all of them to come down to be closer to the fans, and OF COURSE the fans went mad and we were all squashed. but, i didn't mind it one bit :D got to touch the tip of ahdi's knuckle (ha, ha) which wasn't very exciting but took very, very, very close up videos of him and shuwei. kunda was on the other side, so yeah. somehow, think shuwei remembered us from the hotel thing. it's not very hard, because we were the only ones and all. he stared at us for a few seconds and waved, but maybe we were just hallucinating what we wanted to happen. hahah.
arrghh see wat i mean now???hiks hiks...dun bother bout th eniu nai insincere part...bother bout how close she is to them!!!n to think that i queued with her!!n i dunno that all these while...n she was sooo quite n calm ...how would i noe!!!!aarrrgghhh


♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:04 PM



gonna have science retest later...
i dun mind going remedial..lol..
so boring nowin comp study shervonnot here...


♥ a butterfly landed @ 12:42 PM



Sunday, August 22, 2004

went to watch twins effect 2....with peili n forgot wats his name...lol
then....went to buy fera's bday prez...
then....didnt do anything much lar...walked around..haha...
twins effect was very funny....but ediosn only 5 min then die?
jacky chen only 10 min then killed himself?
sigh...but his son soo cute..i mean...as in cute as in funny..not cute as in niunai that cute lar...
muahaha...bought the mi jia le pai xi ji...
niu nai's pics all soo cute....but then all like him injured..kunda also all injured...ghsot too..
found out that bao bei is a korean....hero is a japanese...
esp niunai n bao bei kissing scence....damn cute...
n wat he wrote about how muh he prepared himself for that kiss...lol...
n she was like saying hte kiss got niu nai's tears n bi ti....quite dosgsuting...lol...
the rez havent read lar...1st thing i do is read niu nai's one...man..got all the photos of him upside down...lol..
hero quite shuai lar....then the lu xi shi the in the end fight with niu nai the human being also very shuai..
haha..zhen yuan chang mah..that the rose guy..there he so sissy now he there so man n sha..lol
got shu wei's birhday pics too!so funny k..haha,...n got photos of shu wei n ah di falling asleep..
n kunda hwen injured lying in hospital so cute....kk...niu nai cutets..
will try to load some pics next time

♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:03 PM



Saturday, August 21, 2004

omg..
went ot vc...planning ot layer my hair..
n now i cam eout of there wif short hair..
haha..if i tie doesnt looks that short lar..i mean...still can tie..
but when untied looks soo short n so thin..
lol...
i was like...shorten my hair lar..always so heavy..
then she said"yea lor..look very guai eh...change of style want or not?
"ok fine lor...shorter lar...i want lighter...but thinner can/?my hair so thick?
"can can..sure very thin one..."
then here it is...
haha..she was like colour or highlite nicer eh....
then was jumping :yes!!of coz i wanna colour!"
but then school dun allow..some more chan n goon our teacher..sigh..
then realised my mum's deposit there finish liao..haha...muz pay cash...
then she was like:see?now doesnt look so studious...."
haha..my mum havent see my hair..dunno wat she gonna say..haha


♥ a butterfly landed @ 5:02 PM



Friday, August 20, 2004

juz saw the yi zhi dao zui hou mv...
so touching can...
n i hate those fans who were in the mv...
as in those 4...
the ones whot ook personal photos wif one energy member n was zoomed in on the mv..
arrghhh so unfair......
how coem htey get to take personally juz the 2 of them n into mv some more...
y cant they put the imm one in?
then kunda was wearing the shirt niu nai was wearing at the imm...n vice versa...
u mean they nvr change shirts?
even trade shirts some more??
haha..but niu nai looks better in the blue one...
sigh niu nai is soo cute...but that fan who was huggign him on the mv very chio lar...
n they were all like singing wo hu pei ni yi zhi dao zui hou...damn touching...
aw....

♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:51 PM



oh man...
i was right...
i FAILED my science....
great...
muz retest on monday....
sigh...i totally dun understand phsyics...
even if now i retest i sitl will write all the same answers n get the same marks...
i juz udnget it..
the ans are all not taught...
so i reallly dunno...
sigh...neway today oral was better than english
at least i manage to talk without showing my sore throat n without coughing...
but voice stil shaking...i put my hand on the table n read..
then my hand can feel how my heart beats so fast n i was like..shaking..haha
neway...should i buy a tablet pc?
dad says if i can use it daily then buy lor..
but i have a pc already use pc better than tablet rite??
hm..i'd rather ask him buy i-pod for me but of coz he'd rather buy me tablet...
but...i dun think i really need it eh...
dunno lar...


♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:19 PM



Thursday, August 19, 2004

luv these photos...
http://us.f1.yahoofs.com/groups/g_11080391/~NEW~/__tn_niunai_yel.jpg?bcgLKJBBGPOUj0hJ>

♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:39 PM



i feel like buying a dog now...
haha..i think only huishi n wai sze know why...
lol...
no lar..juz kidding...i'm not so despo lar...
haha..then next time go auto can bring a dog along...
that'll be cute...
haha..
mad lar...juz kidding..
neway chinese oral tomorrow..
i have been rapping from juz now....hey u n leave me alone
haha...
then reading out the mi jia le comic out loud too...
emphasize on bao bei's voice...
lol..mad lar me...
neway today school was juz as broing n i am beginiggng to not like goh...
coz she always lecture us on talking n stuff n waste her own time...
lol...
reasoned out wif trisha goh...she finally gave in...
muahhaa...
pls..i dun wanna be in the same group as milkgirl...
i same group as her we wun produce any work so guranteed total failure...

♥ a butterfly landed @ 7:49 PM



Wednesday, August 18, 2004

I luv my blog layout!!!
haha...eso the pic..
yea it is the cover for the gai ban cd...
damn nice...
esp niu nai...
lol..
of coz thanks angie for doing it for me...
hehe...
anyway...wanna the gong zhai!!
but dun want the cd..haha
sigh...
today school was damn boring...
then went plaza sing wif jae to buy cloth for banner
took the worst neoprint ever...
the machine is like soo...
yucks...
sigh..not dunno wat to do also
gonna watch ai qing he yue
singapore idol
fireworks festival..
hehe

♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:23 PM



Tuesday, August 17, 2004

finally...common test is over!!!
haha..been studying like mad...n juz now slept from 3 to 7...
muahaha....havent been sleeping well n finally can sleep so long...
common tets was horrible...i BET i fail science...
this time i am very sure...coz i dunno how to do...
al the stuff i memorized from tb juz din come our...
i mean...this is physics...n i hate it soo much
yea i am definitely not choosing physics no matter how useful it is
i prefer bio even though it got no future...
unless i get triple science...
but i also dunno whether i want triple
like....so many subjects..
i will be soo busy studying so hard for it
when i get in muz continue to study hard...cant slack
cant go for autograph sessions...cant go star chasing...cant go concert...wat sort of life is it?
haha i guess not that bad lar...if i wanna go concert i heck care n nobody gonna stop me anyway..
lol....
oral this friday...hope i wont get sore thraot till..
today chinese wanna sleep but she kept toking bout oral..in the end my brain slept n then i dunno wat she toking bout..haha
yea yea kelly i noe i always nvr pay attention..but at least i look like i got pay attention rite?i sleep also open eye one...lol...

♥ a butterfly landed @ 7:56 PM



Friday, August 13, 2004

am feeling sooo damn sick...
got no voice int he morning n was croaking to kellyf or lit notes...
i dunno wat happened during exams coz i was half dead n was sleeping for half hour during english exam...haha...i also dunno whether i had odne my summary...
neway went to buy z-pop concert...
i wanna killt hat person whos ays got left 2 50 dollars tix int he whole singapore k
i go there got no more so stuck to buy the 10 dollars one...sigh...
then go doctor...
say bla bla bla u too tired bla bla bla...too stressed...
n mum was like saying "see lar..whole day study n study..."
then i was explaining to her wat i do whole day...n how i always study laz min...
haha n she was like..yea lar..dun study laz min....study 1 min a day...
lol...very funny..
means everytime i go toilet 1 min i study lar...
haha...
then went to collect my energy photos..
gosh damn clear k...
but wai sze's not that clear...
milk's face damn big n clear...luv it soo much...lol...
i mean..luv my pictures...
haha..din plan to study for today n tomorrow...too sick...


♥ a butterfly landed @ 7:43 PM



Wednesday, August 11, 2004

yep..they day after tomorrow is common test,...
woah..how great...
n it is lit n english..
great...juz great,....
sigh...
n next week is hist,chinese,n science in one day
imagine how great is that.....memorise everything in one day?
;p....
neway/..got no mood to study lar...
keep watching e-news..haha...hopeing they'll show the auto session clips..
but they showed the pan wei bo's concert clips...lol..he quite cute...
of coz not as cute as niu nai..
then saw yi zhi dao zui hou new mv....damn cool...combined of all auto sessions..
but y never put in singapore autograph session huh??
lol...n they were all sooc ute...nt he songs are sooo memoriable..
but angel more memoriable..thats the song where i get to see milk so clearly...
n he even waved n smiled...sigh,...
i juz cant get it out of my mind...lol.who ask them to be sooo shuai lor...
yea i really mad...
common test the day after tomorrow n here i am thinking of niu nai..
haha....
the photos for the u weekly damn cool lor..but still old hairstyle..
all wearing club 21 clothes...look soo grand n soo man...lol
of coz lar...they all look soo boyish..unlike ur-hum...lol
me n wai was looking at ur-hum's group pics in the mag "pink"...n they were all soo gross lots of ppl who bought that mag were laughing like hell too!!lol...
how can those 2 groups be compared?
one soo man n the other one so gay...lol..
neway lao shi caught me looking at my shou ci during ting xie...
so i guess now she knows my plan i cant do that again?
lol...but n becoz she spotted me pet also dun dare look at hers already...
end up all 4 of us keep asking for answers...haha

♥ a butterfly landed @ 6:05 PM



Monday, August 09, 2004

oh my gosh
i really dunno wat to say
ah di was too shuai
niu nai was too cute
kunda was too cool
shu wei was too nice
yep..i went to the auto session
reached there at 9 plus...
wai sze's kind friend invited us to her queue...
but early queuing no use coz int he end everyone juz rush to the autograph queue after they sing..
neway...shall skip all the queue parts
finally....energy came...
but i didnt scream they way i did for other stars...
it juz feels diff...
like they r all too shuai...too cool..too cute... unlike other normal stars....they are special..lol...
i can juz stand there shocked n admiring them instead of screaming..
haha...
k...sang hey u n yi zhi dao zui hou but cant see a thing coz we were too back
then queued,,,
then went up the stage...
it seems like such a long sweet memoriable moment when i stand in front of ah di waiting for the line to move...
he was damn shuai...
n he smells nice...
lol...
like when u stand in f ront of him u feel that he looks diff from photos...much shuaier...
n soo cool...
n he was wearing glasses which make him look more man...n looks more serious n cool n shuai...
the person already shuai no matter what he wears still shuai...lol
then move to kunda
he looks dead tired.,.
din even look up...
then shu wei...was smiling like hell..
n he smiled at me n wai n said hi..
gosh he damn nice man...
then finally milk!!!
i stared at him even though shu wei still was saying bye/hi...
haha...
milk was too cute...
damn cute wearing his sunglasses but i wish he would take it off...
n he looks perfect,...
everyone looks better than in photos...
lol..
then went to stay on for the show of their cartoon thing
now i wanna buy the album again for the cartoon..
but buy so many album for wat!!!
haha...
then went in n find got no more space...
so searched for space n got the corner ...
n i din noe that corner was soo lucky
coz milk was facing there when he sings wo ting jian tian shi ge chang
n ..
yep...facing my cam..n me...
he even winked n did the 2 hands action thing...
lol...
he was damn cute...
i juz kept staring at him n dunno wat the rez are doing...
haha...
milk damn cute..i think i said it too many times?
haha..even wai sze keep saying he is shuai...
lol..
yea..i dunno..my mind in a mess...
of energy's cute n shuai faces...
al of them really look soo shuai than in photos lor....!!!
haha..n yep took damn loads of photos..
lol..
n today like the whole day i see energy but finds it like damn short n not enough??
haha..
like the memory blur blur one???
coz they were all tooo perfect...lol
n jiayi..they din lip snych k?
coz when they singing angel u can tell so much they sing live...
when sing halfway shu wei juz suddenly paus n talk to fans...
i mean they can sing so well lip synch for wat?
esp di..gosh..he was screaming n his voice damn nice during angel...


♥ a butterfly landed @ 6:38 PM



Sunday, August 08, 2004

a weird thing happened today..
nearly cred in the morning n now i am soo happy
haha
yest wen k box for 5 hours...was freezing there...
thats hwy this morning i woke up with 40 degress,,,
bro was shocked to death...went doctor
banned me from going out of the house...
mean si cant see energy...
but...now...
i am back to my normal temperature n tomorrow can go auto session!!!yeay!!!!
haha..
but dun think i;'ll be abe to scream...coz throat stil pain from5 hours of k-ge...
haha...
heard energy on 933 today...
kunda sounds sooo tired...
hope he wil have a good rest b4 tomorrow...
if not he wil look n sound so dead...
milk was soo cute...
even in rado also sounds n talk soo cute...
haha...

♥ a butterfly landed @ 5:39 PM



Friday, August 06, 2004

sigh..
so confused k...
alll i can say is
I DUNNO A THING
AND I DUN WANNA BE INVOLVED...
so stop asking me stupid questions coz i also do not know how the hell the rumours starts n what is it about
n yes i did ask him yest a bout it
but so wat all i noe is got such a person exist n how the hell i noe about her name i also dunno
I REALLY DUNNO
LET ME REPEAT...I KNOW THERE IS A GIRL BY SUCH A NAME EXIST...
THE REST I DUNNO...
I HONESTLY DO NOT KNOW
N I DUN WISH TO KNOW COZ IT IS NONE OF MY BUSNIESS...


♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:30 PM



Thursday, August 05, 2004

damn sad day... ...

♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:15 PM



Tuesday, August 03, 2004

yesterday's dance: got no dance steps..no songs.....ppl dunno the steps....un organised...
today's dance test in front of joey chua: kawaiii movements..jia yi liked the dance..nice song....quite coordinate...
haha...a big diff huh?
so ppl who always say that we do things at laz minute...even though we do laz minute work we stil produce better results...lol...
anyway...all the ppl's dances very nice..jia yi's one was damn cool...wif kunda looking like kunda...
n usa looking like niu nai...
excpet they danced fang shou using come on???
hhaa...but it was nice...
neway......
i muz thank wai sze sooo much
muz treat her to lunch man
she helped me video the whole concert...
n also helped me buy the cd
n also helped me get the autograph for the cd n poster...
wow....the greatest senior ever!!!
haha...
but saw the video n stella was singing sooo off-tunely
but i like her hairstyle...n i remember that i wanna go cut hair soon...
sigh but mum not here how to go there cut hair???
hm....
tomorrow got ting xie...today chinese was rushing through hw...
history was listening to stella practicing in hall
n saw her van zoom past our class....


♥ a butterfly landed @ 7:36 PM



Monday, August 02, 2004

AM sooo sorrryy..i juz realised that i have been daoing sooo many people n been very cold towards everyone including my clique....sigh....i also duno why...i juz doesnt seem like the normal happy-go-lucky jess these few days...mayb ebecoz of the pile of projects n hw??but they nvr bother me coz i always dun care bout them..os couldnt possibly be stressed?i dunno lar...but i am like sooo cold to ppl,,,sigh...n have said some mean things too....sorry to all those affected by my strange mood k?? am sooo sorrryy....
neway got pft juz now...i think i deproved n got bronze instead of silver.....haha...nvm...
then got dance thing...
went for art club..mark attendance...
fucking goh asked me why i have soo many 0 in my attendance...
n i told her laz laz week i came n joanne was my witness....
then she asked me wat we did that day coz she din believe me n then i realised that i reallyd idnt come that day..
but i told her we cleaned the mini forum n she was satisfied wif that answers except for some bitchy seniors who said "even that day i nvr come aso sure got ppl tell her wat we did wat..." fuck her man! like is it her business i wanna be absent or present??
k..here i come again scolding ppl...sigh..sorry sorry wateva ur name was...
neway...when they go n play dunno wat water bomb..went back to class 2 finisht he dance(until now still dunno)....n oplayed my tamagotchi...haha...hm...n then went backart n foudn out can go home liao...
this is soooo lame k....go art club for how many min juz to play water bomb n mark attendance....is she reallly running out of money until cannot provied us wif art materials???sigh...
neway today comp lab was writing testis n bulling angie...she obsssed wif that tuo diao song n shou hou...sigh....but it is sooo fun to tickle her...haha....
tomorrow got hist quiz...sigh...juz add that his book to the pile of hw i have....

♥ a butterfly landed @ 8:22 PM



Sunday, August 01, 2004

i wanna kill all the nan yang sec shool people...
JJ came their school n u noe wat?
No fans at all...no screams....no excitement...
n almost the whole school dunno JJ...
pls lor...good enough he coem ur school....
n not appreciated...
might as well come to crescent...
guaranteed to have whole school going crazy...
sigh...
am so pissed bout our dance too...
cant use energy..
n jia yi they all wanna use come one...
why cant we use energy too???
i wanna use hey u...
sigh...
neway...despite all these bothering stuff...
add in science test n history test..
n i dun even noe...could be 2morrow science test..
n tomorrow go PFT...
cant they juz give us a break for once???
sigh...

so many things happening..
n i went to watch movies..haha
if i dun go out n have fun i sure i sure will be sick one...
so i went wif peili n watched 2 movies...
flying daggers...a weird movie..dun even noe wat happened in the end....n dunno whether they die or live...
ella enchanted...so diff from the book....
the story is sooo cut short n silpified n weirdified..
lol..
n now i am home but i still dunno how start on my hw...
i wish that tomorrow i will wake up late n my maid will forget to wake me up
n cecilia will wake up late too
so that noboy can wake me up n disturb me
n i can be late for school until i no ened to go liao
but i noe it is being irresponsible..
coz if i dun come wat bout the dance?
sigh..
i ffel like jzu scolding that stupid loh gok something.....feel like asking her to do all the projects n dance in front of us n being scolded too...give her thta kinda feeling...

♥ a butterfly landed @ 7:20 PM